Graduation Night...sucked

So my graduation ceremony was saturday night. Yep. Fun. Whoop-de-do.
My favorite teacher gave me my stupid paper...and a card! :) So that was cool.

The food was eh. I really liked the lemonade, though. Hmm....lemonade....now I'm thirsty.
My friend Mecca made me a cool poster because everyone else had one except me. It's really pretty and awesome! :D
My three girlfriends were there, and they gave me presents. More than what they already gave me with their presence. ^_^
I got a super cool box with different traveling locations on it, a cute beanie-baby cat and $50, and my other friend said she'd give me hers later. :O What?! I don't need presents! Birthdays and Christmas. That's it! They could've just given me some lemonade and a hug. I would've been fine. ^_^

The graduation party afterward was horrible. I knew it wasn't going to be super awesome, but I didn't know it was going to be that bad. I don't have any close friends (or possibly even just normal friends) in my grade. I don't know why, but all my friends are either older or younger than me. So going to a party where there were only people my age: bad idea.
I knew I'd probably be alone, and I was right. We got onto buses, and I sat alone.
We went to some Melting Pot restaurant, I was alone. I was (I think) invited to go sit with other people, but it was just a wave, and they were all popular people, so I have no idea. But Alex, who's sometimes singled out - even though he's more well known than me - came and sat down. So we ate meat and some dessert. Wooh. I also talked with an old friend. That was fun. :)

Then we went to some kind of  bowling/casino/bar/arcade/golf place. It had a LOT of stuff. Bowling lanes, pool tables, arcade machines, putt-putt gold, fortune-teller, black jack, craps, roulette, bingo, and a photo booth.
I started out on bowling. I got all set up to play alone, when some popular kids asked if I wanted to play with them. Eh, why not? So now I had two set up, and no idea how to shut my solo one down, so I just played both. But I was really depressed, so almost all of my shots ended up in the gutter.
After 4 games, I went and played pool. First with Alex (I lost) and then alone (after about 50 shots and only 2 balls in, I gave up). Wow. Depression really screws with how well you play.
Got my fortune told. Only a few things were semi-almost true.
Then I did one round of blackjack because they gave you raffle tickets for how much money you have. I got 4. I didn't win the raffle. Or bingo, where they only did one round.
I really wanted to take photos of myself (they had props), but it was always full, so by the time everyone else was gone, we were leaving. :(

Well, that was a couple hundred dollars down the drain. Most people say, "It's a one-in-a-lifetime thing!" or "You'll enjoy yourself!" or "Just do it so you can say you did it! It'll only happen once, you know!". Well, I did it, I hated it, it sucked, I now hate myself and what I am. Those people's philosophy's obviously don't work for me.

But my dad's present's made me a little happier. He got me manga stuff because I'm so obsessed with it. ^_^ And then we went to a pawn shop to look for an acoustic electric guitar, and instead, we got Devil May Cry! :D I started playing today, and holy cow. So hard. Phantom keeps killing me. One hit, and most of my health goes down! :( I'm just gonna have to keep on trying!

Well, I'm going to go read my manga and look at my new Black Butler poster. ^_^